Then you can start to make it better.

I miss it. I want it. I like it. I love it. I need it. I am lost without it. I care for it. I cherish it. I cannot go on without it. You could say I am not in a good mood. Not understanding life and all. People and their agendas. I hate it. I hate being betrayed. I hate not knowing how to approach a situation. I hate not knowing what the next move is. Maybe there is not one. Maybe I am supposed to wait it out. Maybe it will come to me. But maybe is not for sure. You cannot depend on maybes, only positives. I am positive it is what I want. I am positive I am going to find a way back to it. I am positive I am going to get it again and not let go for as long as I can.