This needed to be said way back.

have you ever been confused on something that's so easy to comprehend? its the worst feeling in the world-being sick to your stomach. you cry when you think about all the time you two spent together and everything you've done with each other. you're heart will still skip a beat when you think of them and you'll feel the exact same way you always have about them even though they hurt you. but whats even worse is the feeling you get when the one person you love backs out unexpectedly on you. you cant "just be friends", you don't want to "just be friends". you want to be more; but that's what they've decide you two should do. sure you'd love to be their best friend, the one they come to for everything and anything but that's all you'll ever be? you've already been best friends. that worked out great until you realized that you like them for more. you try and let them know but they don't get it. finally they realize it and feel the same way so you two end up together. but now all you think about is what will happen if they get a new girlfriend and what you'll feel like. you don't want them to share their moments with you; that will hurt. you'll feel like they should still be you and you'll remember everything that you two shared. you hope that maybe, one day, they'll come to their senses and realize that you two had something going; or maybe you'll realize that they're not the only guy in the world and that there are always "other fish in the sea". but you don't want that, not yet anyways. relationships don't, and cant, just go from something great to nothing at all. they gradually go out and then you're done; or you two will talk it out and try to work things out but at least have a mutual understanding. I've realized now that anything can change in a matter of hours. sometimes they'll think that its for the better, and you'll try hard to understand them but you cant.. its just not what you want, but you don't always get what you want.